|—||Christopher Poindexter (via aims321)|
Tausi Girl by Annelie Solis
I’m trying to pay more attention to what feels right, what feels wrong, what moves me to feel anything at all.
I want to be a dancer and art model. I am a dancer and art model. But I don’t have enough capitalist achievement in the former to boast the title. Or the latter, really.
I don’t have the technique.
I don’t have the body.
I don’t have the money.
I do have “it.” Or so I’ve heard.
But I don’t know what to do with it.
Whatever. Despite the thoughts, plans, prayers, poor health habits and timid attempts, I’m still here. Despite hating myself, I’m still doing what I love.
Greater within by Max Sansing